Everything spirals out of control. My fault. I let things simmer in my head for quite some time. Of course i would like to think every sinister plot was my huband's arrangement to ruin me. I blew my top off today, luckily the door managed to stay on the hinges.
It's not that i didn't see it coming. I saw stress looming afar when I keep putting off things. My office desk was a mess. I left the pc on for the whole day. My students are afraid of me. I feel like a jerk.
I have no idea where to go.
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