The testing and evaluation course

Has been enrolled into a course. Nothing new since I learned it 10 years ago. However, it's never easy to construct exam questions. Researches in education won't change their direction for at least another 50 years. The good thing is when you gather around trying to figure out things you can understand how brains work. You will also understand why didn't your brain work like the rest.

HHHoliday, yeay!

Taking chances and start grabbing tickets to Sabah still hot from the oven for October holiday. We were the lucky few who got the break before the rising of fuel cost. Just that 9 of us have to really really plan the holiday since everything has become mega expensive.

But last two weeks leaving hubby at home, I went to Langkawi. It was a work trip. Of course, who would not taking chances doing a little bit of touring.

Check out the pictures!

The Wrath of Ten Women

Everything spirals out of control. My fault. I let things simmer in my head for quite some time. Of course i would like to think every sinister plot was my huband's arrangement to ruin me. I blew my top off today, luckily the door managed to stay on the hinges.

It's not that i didn't see it coming. I saw stress looming afar when I keep putting off things. My office desk was a mess. I left the pc on for the whole day. My students are afraid of me. I feel like a jerk.

I have no idea where to go.

Hell

I hope I spelled hell correctly since I may not know the letters but I am familiar with the feeling. Spent last weekend doing nothing just major chores, no TV and my hubby conveniently fell sick. My life revolved around the apartment and the three rooms inside. Then it rained.

I succumbed to stress. Ambivalent with anger, loneliness, unhapiness, restlesness all mixed together, the negativity crept in. The victim - my husband. He came in handy since he was immobile with his gout fever .

Everything has been twirling inside my head I couldn't even manage to fall asleep naturally. Hellish thus the feeling. This morning, awoken at 4++ in the morning, I rummaged through my self-help books. It has come back!

Post mortem

Anybody dares to wink? The changes that Malaysians have been going through are unbelievable. The alternative lines are in charged of managing most of our lives now. Not so much of a problem to me, but I'm tired of listening to whinning.

My Baktisiswa to Kg. Masjid Bangi was cancelled due to some political instability. Politics and the people involved are never right in the equilibirium of thinking. We are (I am - don't know about students!) so frustrated and tired since things were already prepared. Went there and had a two-hour English session on my own.

Since the plan never materialized, we had to compensate by having a total workout on gotong royong at Bukit Ekspo. It wasn't a field day to us, some of us scrape off maggots rubbish. It was yukky alright but my group played it cool. At the end of the day we finished the task first and went back earlier - so it's nap time.

The 12th election

There has been at least 3 PAS flags hung and flown, they however do not irritate me. However, me and my other half insanely believe we must fight fair and square since the flags were flown from students' windows. So these students were invited and pep talked. WRONG MOVE!!!. They'd die before the those flags were brought down. A bunch of emotionally charged young lads they are.

My believe would be that election is no place for anybody without proper understanding of manipulated world to play with. Let's leave the so called grown ups to their follies eventhough the whole nation is at stake. Be the change that I want to be by changing myself. Change eating habits, the whole outlook of myself, there are a lot of other things are changeable. The election only brings up the whole manifestos of things that need careful thought before any silly ideas come flying out from any rotten mouths.

Be the change people, be the change.

I'm back!

Here I am , in front of the subsidized computer doing what seems what I'm supposed not to be doing. Well, we are all frazzled a bit since my group of some university students have been put on hold by the 12th election. We have around 2 to 3 more weeks to get our life back but the postponement doesn't help anything. Life has become more of a perpertual flux. I called the leader of the group for some advice, she of course doesn't sound happy or even on the track.
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Happy New Year

When people were already on the edge of celebrating New Year, me and my baby hubby were sound asleep. Our 2008 didn't came with a bang but it managed to burn a hole in our pocket since the car was in need of serious overhauling. Of course sometimes between my hubby's cheeky wink that we wished for our car to be pimped. Fat chance!

Somehow, someway I managed to figure out some facet of my life. Things like why I keep my feelings hidden - well of course in my definition of life I wouldn't want to be at the mercy of others. That is as far as I could get.

This year resolution?